It's been a while since I've written in here. 

Well, I'm working at Kohls in Apple Valley right now. I quit Burlington. I don't know if I already said this already. 

I wish I were getting more hours there. 

I'm thinking about getting to a temp agency finally. I'm just not liking the retail anymore. It's too crazy. Yeah I just don't know. 

Anyway... I'm watching Cast Away right now. I've never watched it and I can't believe it. It's such a good movie and it's been out forever. Yeah, it's just a very good movie. Gosh, it was stinkin sad too. My golly goodness. 

Well, anyway... I'm off now. 

Eh.

 I'm about to go paint my room. I'm excited. 

I have a thing with stripes. It's weird.

This time it's purple and gray. 

Good colors. 

I know you're jealous. 

Peace

Out.

I enjoyed tonight. 

:-)

It was enough for me. 

 Oh my gosh!! It happened again today. THEIFS. Mischief mischief. The store I work at is absolutely ridiculous. 

My manager's going to see if we can extend the fitting room doors so you can't crawl under them. I think that sounds like a plan. I'm sick of people using our fitting rooms to steal crap. We can't be watching the fitting rooms all the time. We have other work to do. Seriously, this whole thing is flippin ridiculous. 

I don't know how many things I could say are ridiculous at my work. Too many. That alone is ridiculous. Yes, apparently I'm a fan of that work. Cool huh?

Ok anyway. I'm done with that for the day. I have an interview at Kohls tomorrow morning so I should get to bed. I really hope I get the job cuz I need to get of this crazy place I'm at at the moment. And plus... I need health insurance as soon as possible... which is not provided by my current employer until october. Fun times. 

I'm a little bitter in this yes I know.... just slightly. 

Ok, so here's my story. 

This morning was pretty good. I was in a decent satisfied mood when I woke up and all that. And before I left for work I got a phone call from Kohls asking to schedule an interview. So, I'm going to an interview Wednesday morning. I'm pretty excited about that. I really hope I get the job this time. Now that I've worked in retail, I have a much better chance this time around. And also, it's not just for seasonal. 

Ok, so here comes work. I already don't like going to Burlington as it is. I get there and go into the bathroom cuz I have some time to spare and Tandra is in there. She started when I started today. Well, we were the only ones in there and I told her that I have an interview with Kohls. She gave me the nastiest look EVER. That kind of made me feel really guilty. She really really really wants me to stay, but I just can't, I can't do it anymore. I hate it there and plus, I need to get benefits from wherever I work... I have to wait til October til I can get any benefits and for crap expenssive benefits. So, I really need to get a more dependable job. That's for darn sure. 

Later on at work. This guy crawled under the fitting room door and decided to snap off sensors of the mens clothing. He must have changed into them too. I don't know exactly what happened but Tandra opened up the door and there were tickets and sensors everywhere. So, she paged Michelle. She did stop a guy at the door. I am not actually sure if it was the right guy... but whatever. It was just a horrible day and I genuinely hate hate hate working there. First of all because SOOOOO MANY people decide to (try) to steal, most of the time getting away with it. It really really sucks. I hate being there. Because the managers make you feel guilty and like it's your fault cuz you didn't catch them. It's basically ridiculous. I despise that place, I hate being there every second I work. It's pretty bad. Not gonna lie. 

So... my mom pics me up from work. I walk outside and my phone starts being stupid. This is the 5th time this has happened but the other times it started working again. The keys locked up, so I couldn't look at anything in my phone. I couldn't do anything. I got two text messages and couldn't open them at all. I knew one was from my sister... but I didn't know who the other one was from, I guessed who it was though, it was Kenney. But here's what makes it worse. I am missing all the main people on my sim card because they're saved on my phone. Crap crap crap. I can't switch them to my sim card because my keys don't work. So for the time being I'm using my brother's old phone. It's a samsung... I am not a fan, but ya gotta use what you have I guess. It's the only my favs compatible phone we have that's available. Super deee duper. 

Wow, I'm not being bitterly sarcastic at all huh? 

Fun times. 

NOT

So....

I'm thinking I'm being kind of impatient here... not going to lie about that. 

Yeah... who knows if it'll actually ever happen anyway. 

I think I'm too confident in it actually occuring. 

I'm being vague I know. Shocker there... but not really...

I'm good at being vague. 


I'm also very good or getting very good at bowling. I went with Kenney the other night. Those who don't know who that is. He's a friend from work and he's very good at bowling. Averages 180 or so... cuz he's ridiculous like that. Well, my highest score so far is 171. Yeah... I'm getting to be pretty beastly at bowling. We played... I don't know how many games. But two out of how many we played I beat him. Which I'm VERY VERY proud of myself. And I'm enjoying rubbing it in his face. And seriously, he's reaction and all was pretty priceless. It was fun times. Oh yeah and two out of the how many games we played I got 4 strikes in a row in the first 4 fames. Dude... seriously... Where'd I pull that from... I have no clue. But... IT WAS AWESOME. 

Now I have to see if I can manage to beat him at pool (not by default by him scratching on the 8ball or something). Meh. We'll see if that works out. Heh. I'd probably pass out if I beat him at that too. And no, I'm positive he didn't "let" me win. He's pretty adament at doing as well as possible in bowling. 

Well that's the end of that exciting night. I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID SO WELL THOUGH. My goodness. I thought I was never going to beat my 153. BUT I DID. Twice last night. I got a 160 too. Oh snap.

 I had a pretty good weekend. I went up north with Brittney and her boyfriend Cory to Britt's mom's house. It was pretty good. We ate at the Grand Casino buffet and then went Bowling. It was the smallest bowling alley I've ever seen in my entire life. The country never ceases to amaze me. Everything is just.... not like the city at all. It's crazy. Anyway, yeah we went back to Britt's mom's house and watched Sweeny Todd. Still just as amazing as the first time I saw it. I love it... that's all. 

I had a really really weird and uncomfortable dream. I dreamt that I had a part in the show Dexter. But ya see, I was at his girlfriends house and we were apparently good friends. Well, we were inside her house and we were looking out the window and noticed this clown in a car that kept driving by her house and staring at it. Well, he eventually parked in front of her house and got out. Walked towards the house, meanwhile, we ran to her bedroom freaking out and locked the door. The clown did come inside and I was seriously freaking out... it was pretty much a nightmare. He started banging on the bedroom door and then I woke up. That was not a cool dream. The clown was creepy looking too, he had a lime green face with the big red lips and big bulging eyes. Not a cool clown... well clowns in general are not cool. Ick... so that's my interesting dream lately. I didn't enjoy it. I woke up at 8 because of it. I went back to sleep (luckily no dreaming about a creepy mean evil clown) and before I knew it I had to get up. I didn't sleep well at all. STUPID CLOWNS. 

Oh and this morning Britt's mom brought Britt and I to a salon to go tanning... that was an interesting experience. Now I can say I've been tanning before... but I don't want to do it again. I was only in there for 8 minutes... but still it really irritated my skin and didn't change a thing. That's just how it goes with my skin. I will never be tan... ever. Which I really don't care... I got over that a while ago... sometimes you just have to accept being pale. 

Well, yeah... that's all I gotta so for now I guess. 

Meh. 

Oh snap, I lost a dollar at the casino... what a shame.

 Well, I guess my weekend went all-right. Working wasn't all that fun Saturday night. I went shopping Friday on my day off. That was probably what I enjoyed most about this weekend. I missed church today, I stayed at the Days Inn with Britt and her family after work yesterday til this morning. I'm kind of glad I did miss church. Apparently Lindsay and Rachel were going to bug me about Kenney again and me missing him due to him being in Europe. So, that was something I rather enjoyed avoiding entirely. Well, Lindsay came over today with her brother after they ate lunch after church with my family. So, I got it from her, but it's not as bad from her as it is Rachel. Heh. Yeah, anyway, interesting stuff I guess. 

I didn't sleep very well at all at the hotel. Britt's grandma was up all night walking around. I felt bad cuz she had a head ache, but she made a lot of noise walking around the room in the middle of the night. I guess she ended up getting like 4 hours of sleep or something like that. That's what it felt like I had when I woke up this morning around 8:30 or something of the sort. Which is when I have to get up tomorrow morning. 

It would have been nice spending a little more time with Britt. I could have, I had lots of time on my hands today... but she wanted to see Cory... Oh well. 

At least I got some time with her last night and this morning. 

I guess tomorrow I'm doing something with Sara after work. So that should be pretty cool, she's fun to hang out with. Tuesday night Tegan and Xander are coming over and staying the night. Wednesday I have off so I'll be watching those two cuties with my dad. So, yes, that should be very very interesting. I'm going to really really try to get them to bed at a decent time on Tuesday. I don't want to be up all night with them, and then have to get up super early with them the next day. My dad will be up early, but he can't deal with all of them, all of them being Brandon til 9 o clock, Tegan and Xander. Yup. Crazy week coming up here. I'm shooting for a quick week here. That'd be great.

 I am so thankful that I got this cough cold sore throat thing after Easter. I was in the Good Friday chior concert. Soon after that though I came down with this cough thing. It's really no fun. I can't talk very long without coughing or my voice doing weeeird things. Nonetheless it's entertaining for other people to hear my voice doing weird things, just not in concert, that'd be very bad. Seriously, I think I've caught just about every sickness that has gone around Burlington. What's my problem? That's just ridiculous.

Well tomorrow I'm planning on talking or communicating somehow with ProStaff. They're a temp agency that I'm hoping will help me out in finding a good job that I can move up in and enjoy doing. I really need a job where it targets my skills, Burlington really isn't hitting that at all. Not even close. And also, I really can't go anywhere, can't get any lower and can't get any higher, unless I stay there til I'm in my 50's or older....

So, that's where I'm at with my career life... which isn't much at this point. But yeah, I've talked to a lot of adults about this stuff and they're all pretty much telling me the same thing. I need to put my foot down and just DO IT. Instead of waiting for something to happen, I've gotta find my confidence in my talents and skills and just confidence it being able to find a good job in general. 

Well, I hope this cold doesn't linger around forever. The last one did for a decent amount of time. I had that last one for like three weeks and my friend got it and only had it for like a week. What's that about? Totally not fair. Haha, ok I'm kidding. Well, it's true. I was sick first a while before, then they got it, then we both got over it at the same time. Meh... I'll get over it eventually. :-) 

Yes.

I'm a dork. 

The end